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Moo Shi Jue

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September 22

term break!!~~

YAY!!! today i had my last assessment and i am here to officially announce that DH25's term break starts!!!~~ hehehe.. now sitting in cafe relaxing... so fun... today's last assessment was the IT's presentation.. man it was funny... ronald even pointed at a monkey picture and said it was me.. zzzZZ (ron u will pay for that kekekeke *evil laugh*) tomorrow morning i will be going back melaka d..  ^_^ kinda miss my frenz there.. gotta find them all out and make them chia me yam cha~~ hahaha haiz, dunno y de this cyber cafe's internet line lag like hell.. keep dc summor... i guess i will blog later when i'm back at home.. oh ya, next week me and my buddies will be going to genting!! ^_^ i will post the pictures here by then... chaoz bye~
September 12

boring boring tuesday...

haix.. hanging in the library now doing nothing..  time seems to fly by so damn freakin fast... sleeping and bored.. that makes me really feeling like wanna go shop at sunway for the whole day.. but.... but... no money =.= hahahah... haiz.. juz helped amy finish her IT assignment all by myself..zzz soon i could start collecting fees for helping doing assignments... hahaha... boring boring la... =/ don even noe wat to do... chatting wif angeline online now, she seems to be down down aje.. but i'm juz too too sleepy to make my brains work out some ideas to cheer her up.. guess everyone around is having relationship probs huh?... haiz... missed our secondary life so much.. those were the days where all frens mis and played together without worrying bout love love hate hate things.. missing those life so much.. maybe we may not hav those life anymore adi.. so for those young ones that read this, do appreciate ur young life... by the way.. it's 12 of sept today... Joan, bye bye~~ do take good care ya.. haix... sleepy la.. guess i go sleep at lounge area for awhile ba.. hehehe... =)
September 09

back in melaka... both happy and sad feelings mixed up in me..

guys.. i'm back in melaka... dunno y i felt so depressed recently, maybe it's because of the problems i had with somebody recently.. it wasn't any real problem actually, maybe i'm juz thinking too much.. stressed myself so much that i fell sick last wednesday and was almost ran down by a car last thursday.. felt lucky to be sitting safe and sound at home here blogging (although my foot hurts) it's been three days since i talk or even seen her, felt so stiff when i saw her today and she seems to be angry of me or wat... jus felt that unpleaseant feeling from her expression... hmm... gonna go crazy if i think bout that too much... oh ya, one of my fren, YiZhen will be going off to overseas for her studies... i nvr see her online recently so i guess i'll juz borrow this post to wish her all da best ya.. gambatte.. all incovarians will miss u joan =) came back to home hours ago and was again shock while happy when i saw my favorite dog~ sabrina~~ she was even bigger in size now compared to how she was 2 weeks ago.. she was so excited when she saw me back and keep wagging her tail while trying to get my attention... hmm.. guess life wasn't so bad after all after the moment i saw her... so cute, so active... again and again i've to mention how pround i was to be the person to bottle-fed her during her first 3 months... okayz.. guess i gotta go off.. my mom is starting to get over my back now to off my laptop and go to sleep... haix, parents.. guess not all of them understand wat's called "blogging" don't they?? k, nites.. take care...
September 04

谁要是娶这种妻子就不配做男人!

p/s: very sorry for those who can't read chinese.. i posted this article because it really touched me when i finished reading it.. so for those who understand this article.. do remember to keep it in ur heart and mind.. love ur parents~
 
媳妇说:"煮淡一点你就嫌没有味道,现在煮咸
一点你却说咽不下。你究竟怎想怎么样?"
母亲一见儿子回来,二话不说便把饭菜往嘴里
送。
她怒瞪他一眼。他试了一口,马上吐出来, 儿子
说:"我不是说过了吗,妈有病不能吃太咸!"
"那好!妈是你的,以后由你来煮!"媳妇怒气
冲冲地回房。
儿子无奈地轻叹一声,然后对母亲说:"妈,别
吃了,我去煮个面给?"
"仔,你是不是有话想跟妈说,是就说好了,别
憋在心里!"
"妈,公司下个月升我职,我会很忙,至于老
婆,她说很想出来工作,所以......"
母亲马上意识到儿子的意思:"仔,不要送妈去
老人院。"声音似乎在哀求。

儿子沉默片刻,他是在寻找更好的理由。 "妈,
其实老人院并没有甚么不好?知道老婆一但工
作,一定没有时间好好服侍。老人院有吃有住有
人服侍照顾, 不是比在家里好得多吗?"
"可是,阿财叔他......"
洗了澡,草草吃了一碗方便面,儿子便到书房
去。他茫然地伫立于窗前,有些犹豫不决。母亲
年轻便守寡,含辛茹苦将他抚养成人,供他出国
读书。但她从不用年轻时的牺牲当作要胁他孝顺
的筹码,反而是妻子以婚姻要胁他!真的要让母
亲住老人院吗?他问自己,他有些不忍。

"可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆,难道是你妈
吗?"阿财叔的儿子总是这样提醒他。
"你妈都这么老了,好命的话可以活多几年,为
何不趁这几年好好孝顺她呢?树欲静而风不息,
子欲养而亲不在啊!"亲戚总是这样劝他。
儿子不敢再想下去,深怕自己真的会改变初衷。
晚,太阳收敛起灼热的金光,躲在山后憩息。一
间建在郊外山岗的一座贵族老人院。
是的,钱用得越多,儿子才心安理得。当儿子领
着母亲步入大厅时,崭新的电视机,42英寸的荧
幕正播放着一部喜剧,但观众一点笑声也没有。
几个衣着一样,发型一样的老妪歪歪斜斜地坐在
发沙上,神情呆滞而落寞。有个老人在自言自
语,有个正缓缓弯下腰,想去捡掉在地上的一块
饼干吃。 儿子知道母亲喜欢光亮,所以为她选了

一间阳光充足的房间。从窗口望出去,树荫下,
一片芳草如茵。几名护士推着坐在轮椅的老者在
夕阳下散步,四周悄然寂静得令人心酸。纵是夕
阳无限好,毕竟已到了黄昏,他心中低低叹息。
"妈,我......我要走了!"母亲只能点头。他走
时,母亲频频挥手,她张着没有牙的嘴,苍白干
燥的咀唇在嗫嚅着,一副欲语还休的样子。儿子
这才注意到母亲银灰色的头发,深陷的眼窝以及
打着细褶的皱脸。母亲,真的老了!
他霍然记起一则儿时旧事。那年他才6岁,母亲有
事回乡,不便携他同行,于是把他寄住在阿财叔
家几天。母亲临走时,他惊恐地抱着母亲的腿不
肯放,伤心大声号哭道:"妈妈不要丢下我!妈
妈不要走!" 最后母亲没有丢下他。他连忙离开
房间,顺手把门关上,不敢回头,深恐那记忆像
鬼魅似地追缠而来。

他回到家,妻子与岳母正疯狂的把母亲房里的一
切扔个不亦乐乎。身高3英寸的奖杯──那是他小
学作文比赛《我的母亲》第1名的胜利品!华英字
──那是母亲整个月省吃省用所买给他的第1
生日礼物!还有母亲临睡前要擦的风湿油,没有
他为她擦,带去老人院又有甚么意义呢?
"够了,别再扔了!"儿子怒吼道。
"这么多垃圾,不把它扔掉,怎么放得下我的东
西。" 岳母没好气地说。
"就是嘛!你赶快把你妈那张烂床给抬出去,我
明天要为我妈添张新的!"
一堆童年的照片展现在儿子眼前,那是母亲带他
到动物园和游乐园拍的照片。
"它们是我妈的财产,一样也不能丢!"
"你这算甚态度?对我妈这么大声,我要你向我
妈道歉!" (楼主注:这算什么儿子,把自己的母
亲送到养老院,然后把岳母接来住,要就一起去
送,要就留自己的母亲)
"我娶你就要爱你的母亲,为甚么?嫁给我就不
能爱我的母亲?"
雨后的黑夜分外冷寂,街道萧瑟,行人车辆格外
稀少。一辆宝马在路上飞驰,频频闯红灯,陷黄
格,呼一声又飞驰而过。那辆轿车一路奔往山岗
上的那间老人院,停车直奔上楼,推开母亲卧房
的门。他幽灵似地站着,母亲正抚摸着风湿痛的
双腿低泣。 她见到儿子手中正拿着那瓶风湿油,
显然感到安慰的说:"妈忘了带,幸好你拿
来!"他走到母亲身边,跪了下来。 "很晚了,
妈自己擦可以了,你明天还要上班,回去吧!"
他嗫嚅片刻,终于忍不住啜泣道:"妈,对不
起,请原谅我!我们回家去吧!"

~~后语~~

随着自己愈长大,看着父母亲脸庞从年轻变憔
悴,头发从乌丝变白发,动作从迅捷变缓慢,多心
疼!父母亲总是将最好、最宝贵的留给我们,像
蜡烛不停的燃烧自己,照亮孩子!而我呢?有没
有腾出一个空间给我的父母,或者只是在当我需
要停泊岸时,才会想起他们......

其实父母亲要的真的不多,只是一句随意的问候
「爸、妈,你们今天好吗?」随意买的宵夜,煮
一顿再普通不过的晚餐,睡前帮他们盖盖被子,
天冷帮他们添衣服、戴手套....都能让他们高兴温
馨很久。有时,我常在想:我希望我的子女以后
如何对我。那现在,我有没有如此对待我的父
母?我相信,人是环环相扣的;现在,你如何对
待你的父母;以后,你的子女就如何待你。

朋友,人世间最难报的就是父母恩,愿我们都
能:以反哺之心奉敬父母,以感恩之心孝顺父母!

~共勉之~

生命不要求我们成为最好的,只要求我们作最大的努力!
老人安养院墙上发现的一篇文章:

孩子!当你还很小的时候,我花了很多时间,教你慢慢用汤匙、用筷子吃东西。教你系鞋带、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳头发、拧鼻涕。这些和你在一起的点点滴滴,是多么的令我怀念不已。所以,当我想不起来,接不上话时,请给我一点时间,等我一下,让我再想一想...... 可能最后连要说什么,我也一并忘记。孩子!你忘记我们练习了好几百回,才学会的第一首娃娃歌吗?是否还记得每天总要我绞尽脑汁,去回答不知道你从哪里冒出 来的吗?所以,当我重复又重复说着老掉牙的故事,哼着我孩提时代的儿歌时,体谅我。让我继续沉醉在这些回忆中吧!切望你,也能陪着我闲话家常吧!孩子,现 在我常忘了扣扣子、系鞋带。吃饭时,会弄脏衣服,梳头发时手还会不停的抖,不要催促我,要对我多一点耐心和温柔,只要有你在一起,就会有很多的温暖涌上心 头。

孩子!如今,我的脚站也站不稳,走也走不动。所以,请你紧紧的握着我的手,陪着我,慢慢的。就像当年一样,我带着你一步一步地走。
若为人子女也不懂得如何体谅他们,那他们便只能于痛苦中渡过余生,黑暗中逝去......

college life ain't that relaxing after all

haix.. time pass so damn fast.. i'm so busy with my assignments and assessments everyday for the past week and didn't even have some crap time for my blog.. so damn stressed.. now i'm in the library again, printing out some notes to read for this whole week's marathon style final assessment.. (x.x) haix.. last week was damn stuffed with assignments and group presentations and now pula i have to study like a psycho for the final assessments... nothing special happened recently.. michelle sms-ed me recently.. felt a bit shocked but happy too because i thought she already forgot me this good fren d.. hmm.. i gotta go concentrate on my stuffs d.. will blog soon when i finish my week of torment =) see ya guys.. chaoz~